Wednesday night I got trashed at the DR Hal show. After a month of sobriety, this was the first big drunk and it was bad. I woke up Thursday morning to my apartment sans my laptop and my stereo. Either they came in while I was out at the Odeon, or more likely, I left the door unlocked and they came in when I was drunk and asleep. Either way, it fucking sucks. My computer is my business and my brain, and I've never had my own before, so of course I was stupid and didnt have anything backed up. Plus whoever has it now has increedibly incriminating evidence against me, all of my modeling photographs, and the papers I was finishing for school. Not to mention the workshop notes I was supposed to take to Spain in a month. I didn't get renters insurance when I shouldve and now I just feel like a big dumb idiot. Plus my will to drink is possibly permanently altered, since it seems so punitive. FUCKING WAHAHAHAHAHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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